रुदित्वा सुचिरं तत्र तैः समं महतीं चिताम्
After I had wept there for a long time, together with them, a great funeral pyre—
तत आदाय मां कृच्छ्रान्निन्युश्च स्वगृहं प्रति
Then, with difficulty, they took me and brought me back to my own house.
ततो निशावशेषेऽहमुत्थाय त्वरयाऽन्वितः
Then, at the end of the night, I rose up, filled with haste.
कामेनोन्मत्ततां प्राप्तो भ्रममाण इतस्ततः
Driven mad by desire, I wandered here and there.
क्व गतासि विशालाक्षि विजनेऽस्मिन्विहाय माम्
Where have you gone, O large-eyed one, leaving me alone in this lonely place?
एषोऽरुणकरस्पर्शात्स्वाभां त्यजति चंद्रमाः
Now, touched by the rays of the dawn, the moon abandons its own light.
अयं तनुः समायाति सविता रक्तमंडलः
This body of the sun, with its red circle, is rising.
गगनं व्यापयन्सूर्यः संतापयति मां भृशम् ६.२९.
The sun, spreading across the sky, torments me greatly.
करींदः स्वयमभ्येति तत्कुचाभौ समुद्वहन्
The lord of elephants himself approaches, bearing her twin breasts.
एवं प्रलपमानस्य मम मोहो महानभूत्
As I was raving in this way, a great delusion overcame me.
यंयं पश्यामि तत्राहं भ्रममाणो महावने
Whatever I saw as I wandered in the great forest—
त्वद्दंतमुसलप्रख्यं यस्या ऊरुयुगं गज ७४ त्वया जंबूक चेद्दृष्टा बिंबाफलनिभाधरा
O elephant, if you have seen her whose thighs are like pestles and whose lips resemble bimba fruit, O jackal—
अथवा बिल्व शंस त्वं यदि बिल्वोपमस्तनी
Or perhaps, O bilva tree, speak, if your fruits are like her breasts.
त्वत्पुष्पसदृशांगी सा मम भार्या मनस्विनी
Her limbs are like your blossoms—she, the noble-minded one, is my wife.
मधूक तव पुष्पेण दयितायाः समौ शुभौ
O madhūka tree, with your flowers, both her cheeks are equally beautiful.
कदलीस्तंभ सुव्यक्तं प्रियायाश्च सुकोमलौ
O plantain stalk, clearly, my beloved's thighs are as soft as yours.
भोभो मृग न मे भार्या त्वया दृष्टाऽत्र कानने ६.२९.
O deer, my wife has not been seen by you here in this forest.
कांतायाः पुरतो नित्यं विधत्तेंऽगं कलापकृत्
Always, in front of my beloved, you display your body, adorned with beauty.
योऽयं संदृश्यते हंसो हंसीमनुस्मरत्यसौ
This swan that is seen here remembers his mate, the female swan.
एक एव सुधन्योऽयं चक्रवाको विहंगमः
This one bird, the cakravāka, is truly fortunate.
य एष श्रूयते रावो विभ्रमं जनयन्मम
This sound that is heard stirs up longing within me.
मां दृष्ट्वाऽयं मृगो याति तं मृगी याति पृष्ठतः
Seeing me, this stag goes, and the doe follows after him.
वारणोऽयं प्रियां कांतामनुरागानुयायिनीम्
This elephant follows his beloved, his dear mate, out of affection.
हा प्रिये मृगशावाक्षि तप्तकांचनसंनिभे
Alas, my dear one, with eyes like a fawn, shining like molten gold!
क्व सा भक्तिः क्व सा प्रीतिः क्व सा तुष्टिः क्व सा दया
Where is that devotion, where is that love, where is that contentment, where is that compassion?
एवं प्रलपमानस्य मम प्राप्ताः सुहृज्जनाः ६.२९.
As I was lamenting in this way, my friends arrived.
ततस्तैः कोपरक्ताक्षैः प्रोक्तोऽहं सूतनंदन
Then, with eyes red with anger, they spoke to me, O son of Sūta.
त्वं किं शोचसि मूढात्मन्नशोच्यं जीवितं नृणाम्
Why do you grieve, foolish one? For the life of men is not to be mourned.
यूयं वयं तथा चान्ये संजाताः प्राणिनो भुवि
You, we, and others as well—living beings have arisen on this earth.
अदर्शनात्प्रिया प्राप्ता पुनश्चादर्शनं गता
Through separation, the beloved was gained, and again has gone into absence.